Douglas Bastard's Rants of Rage


This article was written on 03 Jul 2014, and is filled under Uncategorized.



Something has Gone Wrong in my personal life. Not in a big way, or a very dramatic way, but in a way that causes me real pain and makes me long for my bed or, in some moments, something much darker. Depression, as I said before, has taken away my top layer of skin and given everything the capacity to hurt me a shit of a lot more.

Yesterday, I was in my bed. Today, I’ve been up for half the day. And I feel like a boxer. A boxer who got felled by the punch he never saw and has struggled back onto one knee, looking through bleary eyes at the mouthguard his gloved hands are groping for, made stupid and slow by the blow.

It’s enough that strangers know.

To bed.

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